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N Sunday, May 11, 2008 / 8:41 PM
Today is my birthday. Stayed at home till evening and went for my driving lesson. Didnt really had the mood even though is my birthday.
Saturday~
Went with pei shan to settle my driving thingy at amk. She said i grew much more thinner compared to last time. After that i drop her at amk hub as she is meeting her family and i went back to compass point. Bought a renoma wallet for my mum and i forgot to buy emily's present as i am rushing for time to meet liang. Met liang at 5plus and i helped him to style his hair for his event. Went to meet ya liang, emily and gang at one of the resturant at lavanda. Had our dinner our there with that big group of people.
Next activity which was also our last activity as at party world orchard. We all went there after our dinner. As my birthday was the same with emily's, we both received a birthday cake and i am surprised. Received a birthday card with their wishes in it and some presents. We ended our singing session around 3am plus.
Thanks for the presents you all gave me..ya liang, liang, emily, leya, len and gang..thanks alot
You left, left for your happiness that you found. Yet i am still stuck, stuck in my own trap..Stuck in my own pain. If my pain can achieve your happiness, i will rather be stuck inside my own pain FOREVER...!!
Saturday~
Went with pei shan to settle my driving thingy at amk. She said i grew much more thinner compared to last time. After that i drop her at amk hub as she is meeting her family and i went back to compass point. Bought a renoma wallet for my mum and i forgot to buy emily's present as i am rushing for time to meet liang. Met liang at 5plus and i helped him to style his hair for his event. Went to meet ya liang, emily and gang at one of the resturant at lavanda. Had our dinner our there with that big group of people.
Next activity which was also our last activity as at party world orchard. We all went there after our dinner. As my birthday was the same with emily's, we both received a birthday cake and i am surprised. Received a birthday card with their wishes in it and some presents. We ended our singing session around 3am plus.
Thanks for the presents you all gave me..ya liang, liang, emily, leya, len and gang..thanks alot
You left, left for your happiness that you found. Yet i am still stuck, stuck in my own trap..Stuck in my own pain. If my pain can achieve your happiness, i will rather be stuck inside my own pain FOREVER...!!
; So Emo
N Tuesday, May 06, 2008 / 7:40 PM
Having nights out now, so now at home.
sleepless nights in camp...
Answer is almost out..reasons for you treating me like this.
sad..yes. maybe i should just let go.
sleepless nights in camp...
Answer is almost out..reasons for you treating me like this.
sad..yes. maybe i should just let go.
; So Emo
N Sunday, May 04, 2008 / 8:45 PM
Booking in soon le.. atmosphere seems heavy. Used to booked in with a satisfied feeling, but i cant really find this kind of feeling now...is like gone le.
Hais, life suck..
i miss u..
Hais, life suck..
i miss u..
Labels: i miss you..and i really do..
; So Emo
N / 6:04 PM
Kaos, super bored and its killing me..
; So Emo
N / 7:18 AM
bored, so did some quiz.. -.-"
Your Mind is 72% Cluttered |
 Your mind is quite cluttered. And like most clutter, it's a bunch of crap you don't need. Try writing down your worst problems and fears. And then put them out of your mind for a while. |
You Are 20% Happy |
 You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it. Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted. |
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
 While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
You Are An ISFP |
 The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive |
; So Emo
N / 6:04 AM
Booked out on friday,
Didnt step out of my house since then as liang they all went overseas so i had no one to go out with.
Have been smoking quite furiously outside and even in camp. Scraries part is when i am alone and i tent to think about things, i smoke more. Even my mum scolded me for smoking so much, she said i am worse then one of my uncle who smoke alot too. Cigrattes seems to have become my best friend when i am sad and alone.
Some things i really dont understand, i dont understand why a person can change so fast and become like a stranger to me. Lots of things wondering in my mind, getting rid of it seems difficult..sloving it seems even harder. Guess i will just leave it wondering and continue to numb myself with nicotine..
recover soon stupid da xiang, always getting sick recently =(~
mentally tired* but who will understand?
Didnt step out of my house since then as liang they all went overseas so i had no one to go out with.
Have been smoking quite furiously outside and even in camp. Scraries part is when i am alone and i tent to think about things, i smoke more. Even my mum scolded me for smoking so much, she said i am worse then one of my uncle who smoke alot too. Cigrattes seems to have become my best friend when i am sad and alone.
Some things i really dont understand, i dont understand why a person can change so fast and become like a stranger to me. Lots of things wondering in my mind, getting rid of it seems difficult..sloving it seems even harder. Guess i will just leave it wondering and continue to numb myself with nicotine..
recover soon stupid da xiang, always getting sick recently =(~
mentally tired* but who will understand?
Labels: a changed in everything even you, a changed lifestyle
; So Emo
N Saturday, May 03, 2008 / 3:02 AM
一个伤口复原要多久, 一道疤痕会留多久.
我不是害怕痛, 只怕永久.
你已深深地刺穿我内心深处, 最深的角落..我疼.
不是因为你伤了我而是你让我真正明白, 爱你在伤口.
我不是害怕痛, 只怕永久.
你已深深地刺穿我内心深处, 最深的角落..我疼.
不是因为你伤了我而是你让我真正明白, 爱你在伤口.
; So Emo
N Wednesday, April 30, 2008 / 9:55 AM
Currently in camp now, just finished my CCNA final e-exam. It's been a long time since i blog.
Not in a good mood recently also, so i'm kindna hot tempered.
Last sunday,
Went out at about evening to to Tcc cafe at raffles with ya liang and liang. We went there to meet the rest. Slack and talk cock awhile. There was this guy edwin which me, liang and ya liang dont really like him. Because he once said suan me botak before, so i dont like him.
We went with the rest to party world at orchard. Me, liang and ya liang started to disturb him and made him pai seh in front of the rest. Had supper near bugis and home sweet home.
Nothing much about my life now, just felt that army indeed changed my lifestyle alot. People around you will start going away and stuffs like that..sometimes felt sad about it but i cant do anything either too.
Not in a good mood recently also, so i'm kindna hot tempered.
Last sunday,
Went out at about evening to to Tcc cafe at raffles with ya liang and liang. We went there to meet the rest. Slack and talk cock awhile. There was this guy edwin which me, liang and ya liang dont really like him. Because he once said suan me botak before, so i dont like him.
We went with the rest to party world at orchard. Me, liang and ya liang started to disturb him and made him pai seh in front of the rest. Had supper near bugis and home sweet home.
Nothing much about my life now, just felt that army indeed changed my lifestyle alot. People around you will start going away and stuffs like that..sometimes felt sad about it but i cant do anything either too.
; So Emo
N Sunday, April 13, 2008 / 9:04 PM
Hais, lazy to update. Know u wont come and read also..
Just hope to meet u more often.hais
Just hope to meet u more often.hais
; So Emo
N Saturday, April 12, 2008 / 3:15 AM
Just booked out..
Not a nice week for me, been quite stress and emotional in camp. Keep scolding people..i dont know why also.
Reach home, bathe, eat and meet gan ma and ya liang at compass.p. Drank and smoke quite alot. Talk about alot of things too. Went home at 2am plus. Thanks ya liang for his bike lift.
我是懂得,
你也会懂得...
Shadow in my heart had thicken up bit by bit each day. Trying my very best to clear it but it just cant go away.
I can sense it, the change in your heart. Hopes turn into pain. Day by day, bit by bit you become colder towards me..
Things just happened, i didn't blame you nor others..i will only blame myself. Blame myself for being a useless guy..
Feelings for you didn't change since the day i say i ike you..forgotten happy memories will always remain deep in my heart.
Pain, what is pain? It is just a very bad feeling that will remain in your heart.
I know i am no longer the "one" you are looking forward to. But it's ok, as long as you remain happy i am satisfied. I am willing to scarifice my pain for your happiness. I will bear torturing and pain myself alone.. .. ..
Happiness can be cruel..
can things be change?
Not a nice week for me, been quite stress and emotional in camp. Keep scolding people..i dont know why also.
Reach home, bathe, eat and meet gan ma and ya liang at compass.p. Drank and smoke quite alot. Talk about alot of things too. Went home at 2am plus. Thanks ya liang for his bike lift.
我是懂得,
你也会懂得...
Shadow in my heart had thicken up bit by bit each day. Trying my very best to clear it but it just cant go away.
I can sense it, the change in your heart. Hopes turn into pain. Day by day, bit by bit you become colder towards me..
Things just happened, i didn't blame you nor others..i will only blame myself. Blame myself for being a useless guy..
Feelings for you didn't change since the day i say i ike you..forgotten happy memories will always remain deep in my heart.
Pain, what is pain? It is just a very bad feeling that will remain in your heart.
I know i am no longer the "one" you are looking forward to. But it's ok, as long as you remain happy i am satisfied. I am willing to scarifice my pain for your happiness. I will bear torturing and pain myself alone.. .. ..
Happiness can be cruel..
can things be change?
; So Emo