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N Monday, December 31, 2007 / 3:51 PM
Booked out on saturday, went to jurong point to eat Anderson ice-cream with my bunk mates. Than went back to compass to find my friends.

Met Riko and her sister for awhile yesterday. She accompany to buy my blue tape for my army. She went off later on because she have BBQ. She got drunk at BBQ and i rush down to her house bus stop and wait for her there..stupid make me worry >.<


Life had changed alot since after i went into army. The drastic change which i had to overcome. Friends are not that close anymore.


世界忽然变形 忽然很安静

无助的我一秒间 失去重心



; So Emo



N Tuesday, December 25, 2007 / 5:46 PM
Just now went to meet Riko and gan ma awhile~

Need to book in later le..hais =(.


Must drink more water wor Riko~


; So Emo



N / 3:58 PM
Booked out yesterday around 6pm to 7pm.

Shared taxi with 2 of my bunk friends. Went to meet Riko at compass, she and her sister waited for me to prepare at my house.

Than went to orchard with her group of friends. Alot people spraying those fake snow..we were like kept avoiding. Gan ma and joseph join in after that.

Met Liang and Ya liang back at sengkang till about 5am.





; So Emo



N Thursday, December 20, 2007 / 5:41 AM
Finally got a chance to book out but need to book in again later..sad.

Meet Riko last night and sent her home =).

Then meet Liang and Ya liang after that.



Hope time fly faster in camp~


; So Emo



N Friday, December 14, 2007 / 7:20 AM
Got no time to blog. Will blog after i booked out.

take care all my friends

take care riKO~




; So Emo



N Thursday, December 13, 2007 / 2:31 AM

My dog just pass away because of liver failure.haiz. "Lucky" was sent to hospital for just a day and it was just gone the day after.

Three years plus of love for my dog. You are the cutest dog in my heart always. Will miss you..

"Dogs are men's best friend" Now i realised what it means.
My whole family was not in a very good mood today.
One day left..
Went back to see doctor again because of my injured right hand. Went back to compass to book my dental appointment and took some photos with my friends in metro, but qing yuan lost those photos.sad.

Rushed down to meet Panda, Ya liang and Liang together with my group of friends. Had our dinner at soul garden.



; So Emo



N Wednesday, December 12, 2007 / 6:11 AM
2days left..

Enlistment is very near. My heart is getting deeper yet i cant help it. My hand had yet to recover and thats bad.

Went to MDIS with Liang, Ya liang and Chen to settle our course things. Took some very lame pictures there.hahas. Had our dinner at nearby hawker center which is our favourite place last time during studies. Finally got to taste the famous fishball noodle again..

Went to find Riko and Chen went to find his girlfriend at tampines. Bought her a soft toy and had afew snap shots on our way back in train.

Alot of things happened this past few months which i learn alot from there. Although i loose somethings but on the other hand, i gain back somethings too. Its rather difficult to explain because only those who experienced it will know.

There are always ups and downs in life. Nobody dies a virgin, because life and fck us all. Most importantly we must have the heart and courage to face all the barries in life.


; So Emo



N Tuesday, December 11, 2007 / 2:27 AM
Sunday

My dad drive me to my camp to take a look. The journey from my house to my camp is damn far..sad case. Then we went back to compass to get some of my army stuffs. Went back home about 9pm plus, took a nap and was late when i meet Riko.hahas. Gave her a keychain.

Liang and Ya Liang came down to find me to slack. Went home about 5am plus.

Today went to see doctor near my old house at ang mo kio. Hope my injury can heal before i go army. Wanted to meet pheobe and pam but i was late due to some unforseen circumstances. Liang and Ya Liang waited for me at bugis. Together with their group of friends we went to play dota for 2 hours.lols. After that one of Ya Liang's friend drove us to eat n drove us home.thanks alot man.

Recieved a lion soft toy from Riko today.hehe. RaHHH!


; So Emo



N Saturday, December 08, 2007 / 5:23 AM

6days left..so sad =(.

Stay at home the whole day untill at night. Went to compass to meet Riko with my bicylcle. Saw Jeff and May. Slack around with riKo then send her back home again.

Meet Liang at 3am till now.hahas

Later going out with Liang and his group of friends.

Weet new blog skin, new start of life.

Special thanks to Riko who help me choose and design. RAHHHHH !hahahas


; So Emo



N Friday, December 07, 2007 / 2:19 AM
One week left..precious week


Surprised that so many things happened within that few months. Scary part is time flies really that fast. Things kind of slowing down now, i just have to adapt to new changes.

Went out with gan ma today. We went suntec and sing Kbox, before that we go SSDC to book my things. Meet my friends at compass after that. Ride Riko home because she missed her timing on last bus.hahas.


; So Emo



N Wednesday, December 05, 2007 / 4:18 PM
Favourites
Favourite Color: Black,white, purple
Favourite Food: Hor Fan, curry.
Favourite Movie: War movies, Bitter sweet life
Favourite Sport: pool, flatland, swim
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday
Favourite Season: Winter
Favourite Ice Cream: Chocolate


Currents
Current Mood: Moodless
Current Clothes: shorts only
Current Desktop: custom made
Current Time: 4.27pm
Current Surroundings: in my room
Current Annoyances: enlistment and other things
Current Thoughts: Why rain for so long, i wanna smoke =X


Firsts
First Best Friend: last time in primary sch de friend
First Crush: Cant remember le
First Movie: cant remember too
First Lie: the day when i was born.hahaha
First Music: kindergarden learn de music?hahaa


Lasts
Last Drink: plain water
Last Car Ride: bus
Last Crush: guess urself
Last Phone Call: my gan ma
Last CD Played: rainie lastest album

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: no?
Have you ever broken the law : yes of cos, almost everybody does?
Have you ever been arrested?: yes.
Have you ever been on TV: got, in my dream
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: nope

Random 5 things you are good at:
i think i am good at nothing.

4 things you've done today:
Doing these weird questions
reply comments
smoke
helping friend

3 things you can hear right now:
rain drops
my fan
songs


Nah, your request..


; So Emo



N Tuesday, December 04, 2007 / 12:06 AM
Have done a great deed today. Also know quite a number of things today. Finally let go the one i loved after so many things that happened. Also finally understand what is 有一种爱叫做放手.

Although there is pain i need to get through but is worth it, it's better than three of us sad. Fate can be cruel, fate can be happiness. Depands on how u looked at it. For me, i had both cruel and happiness. It is cruel because i cant be with you after i realised how much i need you. Happy because i can see you and him are doing great and i know you two will do great in the future..don't disappoint me wor. May god bless this happy couple =). I don't blame you two, 你们没有错爱是自由..你们不幸福我会难过.

Learn and understand alot of things throughout this short period of time. And i am not the person the you all assumed. Somethings i did, i had my reasons behind it. Hope you all understand. There is always two way of looking at things.

Memories are left, mistakes have been made. We looked into the past sometimes to understand what we have done wrongly and make sure not to repeat the same mistakes in the future. Who knows 也许某天还会笑着想起你我的回忆.

Felt a sense of relieve after knowing the truth and sloving the problems i am facing. The burden is not so heavy now.Used up my last bit of courage to accepted the truth which is what i have done today, but its ok. They are happy, i will be happy too. Who knows maybe i grew stronger mentally after what i have been through. Hope things will get back to the same between my friends and hope you really treat me as a friend also. Don't avoid me because i am your ex.


; So Emo



N Monday, December 03, 2007 / 4:37 PM
Truth not yet to be told...

Things are not right.


; So Emo





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