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N Tuesday, November 13, 2007 / 2:08 AM

Everything had changed. Changed after that incident.

Perhaps you heart towards me is dead already..

I had become a stranger to you in that second. 你口中说出再见坚决如铁.

Death sentence had already been made.
No more courage to face myself, no more courage to stand up again.
Smoke myself throughout the night seems to be my everyday life.
Gone! gone in that second.
Masked myself in front of my friends and family..is the only thing i could do now.

Have you found your new happiness to persuit?
If you have, just let me know. I really want to know, to prepare myself, to clear my doubts.

You said we are friends now. But i felt that my status to you is worse than a friend.

31 days left for me. Torturing and painful days I need to go through. Who will understand how i feel? I had nobody to seek help. Its driving me crazy. God loves to play trick on me, WHY?

Mirror reflects my sorrows.
Mirror reflects my pain.
The person i see in the mirror is no longer me.
A person with no courage, no soul, no happiness is what i see everytime i looked into the mirror.

还在寻找曾经每次你对我的好

还在祈祷最爱的你回到我怀抱

你不知道我有多难熬

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Mazda 2
More n more viceroy mentol
My own business
yOu**
new watch
LV wallet
Spent b.d w the one i love
Earn more money
clothings
new perfume
ps3
new necklet
esprite bag
5.1 speaker set

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