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N Friday, November 16, 2007 / 2:25 AM
28days left, days that i am going to experience in hell.
Friends become couple, and turn back into friends status. She just said "its over", yet i cant do anything..anything. I have lots of words in my heart to express out to you, but i guess..i rather keep it in my heart. From today onwards, my status had officially been changed.
I am really very sorry for making you sad all this while, i didn't mean to. So many words left unsaid, so many things left undone. Hopes turn to disappointments. Seems like acting in a drama. I am only the one who knows my story best, i am the one who knows how i am feeling now.
Always bluffing people that i am fine, ask them not to worry. None of my friends know what happened, i had my personal reason. The only option left is the blog my heart out. Have to take all the pain myself now. Have been smoking heavily since that incident..guess i wont be able to cut down now. I am going to thank god and Fck u god for giving me such a great joke..please continue to joke my life till death.
He's a good guy i supposed..replacing the place i occupied all this while. The thing i fear most had really come true. Hope he really can take care of you ba.. Finally understand why she refused to allow me to visit her at work..haiz.
Just cried.. punched the wall and i can see black n blue now.
" I will never stop loving you" i still remembered the sms i received. "Happy to see you everyday" is what you used to told me in the past. Those words seems to have lost its meaning now.
My doubts is cleared now. The karma of pain and consequences is what i am going to face now.
Killed in the darkness finally. No hopes, numbed.
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